Alone with my thoughts...
As I closed my eyes,
I remembered the good
times we shared,
The memories of love,
laughter and joy,
The times we spent
holding each other without a care.
Seems that now the
jokes on me, when you said goodbye.
All these feelings
I came to love,
I know now, were just
figments of my imagination.
You told me things
just weren't the same.
You told me we had
to move on.
My heart knows you're
right,
But why does my heart
ache at night?
Why do my tears fall
like rain from a stormy sky.
Why does this continue
to cause me so much pain?
I know one day this
pain will fade,
Like the sun that
goes down each day.
But until then I will
hold your memory deep within.
Within this heart
that seems will never mend.
You will always be
with me,
In my memory deep.
I will see your face
everywhere I go,
This memory I know I
will always keep.
As the sun rises one
morning,
I see your face, but
its fading.
Like the ripples of
a rock thrown in the water.
Very intense, then
fading with time.
Every once in a while,
as I sit alone,
Just for a moment,
I catch a glimpse,
A glimpse of what
once was,
But then it fades.
I start to realize
that I will survive.
That my life will
go on.
I begin to see and
sense the beauty once again,
Of the flowers, the
colors of the rainbow..
The wonderful sounds of children's laughter.
I turn a corner one
day,
See a face as beautiful
as the sun.
Suddenly the vision
I once had disappears,
And is replaced with
the new day which has come.
No matter how beautiful
the dawning of the new day,
Your memory will stay
with me forever.
You showed me how
to love,
How to give totally,
from my heart.
If nothing else, I
have you to thank for this part.
I hope life brings
all the happiness you deserve.
And I know you also
think of me from time to time.
I know deep down,
you hold your memories like I hold mine.
But for now I will
let you go.
Until we meet again
in my memories.
When I'm alone with
my thoughts....
